My closest and most honest friend called me to let me know that I was slacking. She is one of the only people that I told about created a blog. When I finally created my blog she was one of the first people to support it. If she says I’m slacking …….I’m slacking. With that being said, let’s get back to the basics.
ANGELINA VS. LIFE!
I have shared a few personal things about my life in my other posts. I told you that my children’s father left me with two children after 8 years. Seems sad right??…listen…. IT WAS THE BEST THING TO EVER HAPPEN TO ME!!! I am free of the stress and depression that was being caused by the unhealthy relationship I was in from age 19 to 27. My children go to their father’s house every Sunday, and I get the free time that I have always prayed for. Don’t get me wrong…..I love my children more than life itself…but….momma needed a break!!!!! I am finding myself as a woman!!!! I will never slack with being a mother, but I’ve learned that being a better Angelina will lead to being a better mother, daughter, sister, friend, and wife to my future husband.
At this point, I am struggling with getting my life back. I have already taken a few step towards the “new me”. I will be talking about these things this week in my upcoming post……STAY TUNED!!!!
My main concern at this time is my son Khalil who is seven years old. Khalil is having a very hard time with coping with the “break-up”. I have been taking him to a therapist every week and a psychiatrist once a month. He has also been placed on medication for anxiety and childhood depression. He also has anger and behavioral issues that affect his every day and school life. These problems were caused by his father and me arguing around him from pregnancy until now. I wish I had an easy fix, but I don’t. I feel a little helpless at this point. All he wants is for his parents to be together and happy but I am unable to give him want he wants. This is only the beginning and I know that in time things will get better for him. I make it my business to tell him every day that both of his parents love him and will always be here to support him through tough situations.